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Monday, June 6, 2011

Meyers-Briggs Analysis - my life in four letters

OK, so I've taken a few of these lovely "assessments" over the years. I always come up the same.
ISTP
Four little letters that sum up who you are. According to the M-B folks, I am:

Portrait of an ISTP - Introverted Sensing Thinking Perceiving
(Introverted Thinking with Extraverted Sensing)


The Mechanic

As an ISTP, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you deal with things rationally and logically. Your secondary mode is external, where you take things in via your five senses in a literal, concrete fashion.

ISTPs have a compelling drive to understand the way things work. They're good at logical analysis, and like to use it on practical concerns. They typically have strong powers of reasoning, although they're not interested in theories or concepts unless they can see a practical application. They like to take things apart and see the way they work.

ISTPs have an adventuresome spirit. They are attracted to motorcycles, airplanes, sky diving, surfing, etc. They thrive on action, and are usually fearless. ISTPs are fiercely independent, needing to have the space to make their own decisions about their next step. They do not believe in or follow rules and regulations, as this would prohibit their ability to "do their own thing". Their sense of adventure and desire for constant action makes ISTPs prone to becoming bored rather quickly.

ISTPs are loyal to their causes and beliefs, and are firm believers that people should be treated with equity and fairness. Although they do not respect the rules of the "System", they follow their own rules and guidelines for behavior faithfully. They will not take part in something which violates their personal laws. ISTPs are extremely loyal and faithful to their "brothers".

ISTPs like and need to spend time alone, because this is when they can sort things out in their minds most clearly. They absorb large quantities of impersonal facts from the external world, and sort through those facts, making judgments, when they are alone.

ISTPs are action-oriented people. They like to be up and about, doing things. They are not people to sit behind a desk all day and do long-range planning. Adaptable and spontaneous, they respond to what is immediately before them. They usually have strong technical skills, and can be effective technical leaders. They focus on details and practical things. They have an excellent sense of expediency and grasp of the details which enables them to make quick, effective decisions.

ISTPs avoid making judgments based on personal values - they feel that judgments and decisions should be made impartially, based on the fact. They are not naturally tuned in to how they are affecting others. They do not pay attention to their own feelings, and even distrust them and try to ignore them, because they have difficulty distinguishing between emotional reactions and value judgments. This may be a problem area for many ISTPs.

An ISTP who is over-stressed may exhibit rash emotional outbursts of anger, or on the other extreme may be overwhelmed by emotions and feelings which they feel compelled to share with people (often inappropriately). An ISTP who is down on themself will foray into the world of value judgments - a place which is not natural for the ISTP - and judge themself by their inability to perform some task. They will then approach the task in a grim emotional state, expecting the worst.

ISTPs are excellent in a crisis situations. They're usually good athletes, and have very good hand-eye coordination. They are good at following through with a project, and tying up loose ends. They usually don't have much trouble with school, because they are introverts who can think logically. They are usually patient individuals, although they may be prone to occasional emotional outbursts due to their inattention to their own feelings.

ISTPs have a lot of natural ability which makes them good at many different kinds of things. However, they are happiest when they are centered in action-oriented tasks which require detailed logical analysis and technical skill. They take pride in their ability to take the next correct step.

ISTPs are optimistic, full of good cheer, loyal to their equals, uncomplicated in their desires, generous, trusting and receptive people who want no part in confining commitments.

Jungian functional preference ordering:

Dominant: Introverted Thinking
Auxiliary: Extraverted Sensing
Tertiary: Introverted Intuition
Inferior: Extraverted Feeling

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And for an alternate interpretation, try this website

ISTP- Introverted Sensing Thinking Percieving

Quiet, flexible problem-solvers generally unnoticeable until one of them is using forty slides of Power Point to explain something to you you never knew was a problem and don’t care about. Tireless combers of data and analyzers of cause-effect relationship with a powerful wish to make both processes more efficient if not more desirable. Rumor has it all of them work for corporations, agencies, and institutions usually abbreviated into some alphabetical combination.


And, my exact opposite. (You know who you are:)

ENFJ- Extroverted iNtuiting Feeling Judging

Empathetic, cooperative, responsive, and group-oriented. These people pick up every emotion and ripple in their social circle and will reflect it back at you twice as large. Good at group workshops. Less good at working in prisons.

Thursday, June 2, 2011

A new view

The view from the back patio of #374, Mammoth Hot Springs, WY. The Guiles' new home.

I've been bidding on houses up here for some time. The bid process involves tallying up a score based on the number of people living with you, the amount of time you've worked for the government, and a bunch of other nonsense. You get an extra point for each kid, a point if they are of opposite sex. I tried to argue that dogs should count. People with kids argue that "it's your choice to have a pet" well, so is having a kid. Living with Tucker for a while, I've come to realize that the dogs are less destructive and much better trained. Anyway, after a long string of disappointments - bid sheets coming back where I ranked just out of the running on a house - I finally won. We are now the proud renters of a 3 bedroom, 1 bath, 1336 square foot house built in 1958.

The garage is the same size as the apartment I'm currently renting.

Seriously.

There's a garage! And flat parking! And a DISHWASHER!!!!

Granted, there are issues with the place - a lack of insulation is the number one complaint for most residents in Mammoth. The costs of propane for heating, mold issues, all that. But compared to living in a daylight basement where my landlords dogs crap outside the only window in the place, and bark constantly whenever he leaves, this is a big step up. I have enjoyed living there, don't get me wrong. I got lucky to have one of the best landlords ever. And great friends and neighbors. But it's past time to move on.

The view is lovely - I sat out on the picnic table in the back for a while and just enjoyed the sounds. It feels good to be moving back into the park. It's easy to get disconnected with the happenings in Yellowstone when you live in Gardiner. Too easy to forget why I work here for less money than I could make on the outside. I love this place.

Monday, May 30, 2011

Memorial Day Illness

Ugh. Spent the past 18 hours or so feeling quite poorly.
I am attributing it to the questionable leftover chicken I had for dinner last night.

Or maybe it's the Ebola virus.

Whatever it is, it's laid me down pretty hard and I've spent most of the day in bed. Not at all what I wanted to be doing today.

Tuck man has been pretty darn good today, Aims had to work and so he was stuck with me. The Rodman siblings came over to play for a few hours this afternoon as well, so it was a pretty full day for TJ.

I'm rambling now. Guess I need more sleep.


Friday, May 27, 2011

Long weekend ahead

So Memorial Day is almost here. A time to reflect on those who have gone before us, and those who serve today.

In Yellowstone, it's time for late season snowstorms that close all the roads. They re-opened this morning around 10:00, so all those tourists are out there on questionable road surfaces. All of them are, I'm sure, very competent drivers who are not distracted and have great tires. Should be an interesting day.

I'm stuck on monster patrol this weekend. Aims headed down to open Grant Village food and beverage, so it's me, Tuck, Dozer, and Eddie together again. I do have a secret weapon, though. I bought "Lego Universe" for the Tuck man and he would play it 24 hrs a day if possible. We will try to get out hiking a few times if the weather will cooperate. I'm sick of being stuck in the apartment (aka "The Cave") so any chance to get out is welcome. Even if it's just up to the ambulance bay to clean out the cabinets.

We may have a line on a bigger house. I'm guardedly optimistic that we will be in bigger digs in a few weeks. It's hard not to get excited about the possibility of a bigger/better place, but we've had several disappointments this year so I'm holding back. Keep good thoughts on this one, folks!

My EMS volunteer work is going OK. I've been on four ambulance runs - 2 with Gardiner and 2 with the NPS. I rode shotgun on the 2 Gardiner runs, drove for one of the NPS, and got my first patient contact on my last run. And made so many mistakes, it was ridiculous. Forgot to pick up the patient's medication list at their house, froze up trying to fill in the run sheet, asked questions out of order and poorly. It was a mess. I have so much to work on.

As is typical for me, I've assembled a small library of EMS books and am reading through them as I have time. Most are gleaned from the EMS Newbie podcast/blog per the suggestions of Kelly Grayson. I've asked a couple of the paramedics here for a reading list as well. Here's the list of books I'm working through:

Textbooks:
Anatomy & Physiology for Emergency Care (2nd Edition)
My new constant companion. In my backpack wherever I go.
Bob Elling, et al
Started going through this one, but decided to work through Bledsoe's book first.
Elaine N. Marieb
Haven't read it yet.
by Tim Phalen (Paperback)
Haven't read it yet. Borrowed this one from Joe.
Dale Dubin
Haven't read it yet.
First Responder (8th Edition) by J. David Bergeron, Gloria Bizjak, Chris Le Baudour and Keith Wesley (Paperback - Jun 12, 2008)
The book from our course this winter. Ok, but not really well laid out.

Reference:
Keys to Student Mastery of EMT Training
Arthur Smith
This is actually helping me. Along with A&P for Emergency Care, this book rides with me in my pack. It's great for students who want to hone their study skills, or for lapsed learners who need a refresher. Who knew baroque music played lightly in the background, actually helps you study more effectively?
Donald Venes
At my bedside (well, next to the couch, anyway). I look up words constantly - has a CD version packaged with it which is nice.
Paul LeSage, et al
In my pack. Good guide, outside my scope of practice, but has med. names listed. Which helps when you can't spell. and don't know what they are used for.
Cal Newport
Haven't read it yet.

Light Reading:
A Paramedic's Story: Life, Death, and Everything in Between
Steven ""Kelly"" Grayson
I really enjoyed this book - Kelly has a good style and experience working in a suburban/rural EMS.
Michael Morse
More urban EMS - great writer and an easy read
M.D. Samuel Shem
OK, this book is very weird. So weird I had to read some Stephen King after the first chapter to achieve some sense of normalcy.
Dan R. Sholly, Steven M. Newman
Haven't read it yet.
Peter Canning
Canning's first book - a bit preachy - first year as a medic.
Peter Canning
Canning's second book - his next 3 years as a medic - currently reading this one. Not bad - better than his first book IMHO.
Doctor on Everest
Dr. Kenneth Kamler
Pretty good so far - he's a hand microsurgeon who also climbs - he's got a great writing style.
Jane Stern
Don't bother reading this one. It sounded good, but I had to force myself to finish it.


So, quite a large list for a lowly First Responder! In order to prep myself for EMT-B class, I decided to go through Bledsoe's book, A&P for Emergency Care first. I was pinging around 12-lead interpretation books, EMT-B textbooks, you name it, but I lacked a focus and a background. I need to understand A&P first. A lot of it is re-hashing high school biology, but I'm getting into it. The study guide "Keys to Student Mastery of EMS Training" is also a big help to get me focused. The rest of the books are on the shelf for now until I master the basics.

Unless a very convenient EMT-B course pops up within driving distance, I am going to go through the EMT Basic Certification Course.
I wouldn't consider doing this course without being able to have access to the classroom here at Yellowstone. Basically, the course is mostly online. They send you the book, study guide, video lectures, have instructor support online, and you work through the course at your own pace. Then you go spend a week at their training center and do 10 hours a day on psychomotor skills. You can either do your clinicals there (before or after the week-long class) or do them in your local area - you need 10 patient contacts, I think. After that, you do your NREMT certification. I've looked at several courses, and this one looks like it will fit in well with my schedule. It's not too expensive ($2,500) and includes everything but transportation to the resort on Hayden Lake. (I can visit my parents & old friends in Spokane after the course.)
I could probably convince the training staff here to let me use the equipment, or do some of the practical work on our regular training days.
This feels like the right decision.
Now I just need to decide when to start.

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

I'm writing...

TOO

MUCH

METADATA...


ARGH!!!!

Monday, May 23, 2011

Monday Update

For those of you complaining that I don't keep you updated (ahem, TC2...), here is the short update:

Volunteering for EMS - LOVING IT
Working at GIS - tolerating it
Studying EMS - very cool and at times all-consuming
Graduate school, GIS - struggling through mind-numbingly boring coursework
Aims, Tuck, and Dozer at the house - spending more time away from the house ;)
Hiking, writing, sketching when the weather is not against me.
Missing friends who are far away.
Ramping up for summer operations - the tourons have arrived.

That good enough, Thomas?
:)



Thursday, May 19, 2011

The Couch

A bit weird to be blogging on a couch, but bear with me.

You see, I have an awesome couch. It's a hideous shade of green leather, bought at an upscale garage sale in Spokane a few years ago. That couch is super comfy, though, and long enough for me to sleep on. It's a lovely thing. In fact, when Eric left for Fairbanks he said it was OK 'cause he left his ass print on my couch.

As I've gone through in many recent posts, my sis, Tuck, and 2 dogs are living in my one bedroom apartment. I gave Aims the bed since the couch is a bit too short for someone who is 6'1". She's on the road 3 nights a week so I retake my bedroom on Tuesday, Friday, and Saturday nights. The other nights of the week I tend to work late in the park, go hiking, or go off to write. It gives Aims and TJ some time alone, and I get away from the chaos for a while and enjoy my favorite time - night.

Tonight I was joking with Joe that I was in no hurry to go home just so I could surf the couch. You see, although it is quite comfortable, sleeping on it every night is not fun. Particularly since Eddie the wonder dog insists on sleeping on my feet.

I got home tonight after ten and found a dark house, TJ snoring, my sister sleeping on the couch, and fresh sheets and pillows on my bed. Say what you want about family, but that is pure love right there.

Thanks sis.

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

31 years since May 18th, 1980


The day all of us in the Pacific Northwest will never forget. The day Mount St. Helens blew.

I remember that day because all the adults were acting very strangely. As the day progressed, it got darker. Pitch black at 3 pm. The ash started to fall. We stayed inside. My dad's paint company ran out of respirators and dust masks within hours. Thick ash over every surface. Pure chaos.

USGS page on the May 18th, 1980 eruption:

Current USGS page on the mountain:

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Happy Emergency Medical Services Week! 15-21 May

Hug your favorite EMS provider!
Or better yet, bake them cookies.

And vote to pay them better.
And get them better gear.

32nd P2P is in the books!

Woot! It's over with. Being the 'safety coordinator' for the race is a bit crazy - trying to organize the volunteer medical folks, county sheriff department, swiftwater search & rescue, Montana DOT, get permits to have the race, blah blah blah - it's a chore but every year it gets done, somehow. I flagged the cattle guard (I'm a certified flagger as well - bet you didn't know that. Is there no end to this girl's mad skills?). This meant I stood on the side of the road and screamed at the bikers to stay on the fog line 'cause that's where the narrow "bridge" of plywood and rubber matting covered the huge gaps between giant steel bars. I held my breath as the first racer went over, and for each of the other 20. They all made it. Whew!
Couldn't have done it without JoJo & Davey taking over the other 2 spots, and the many other volunteers that make this race come together every year.
I was whupped at the picnic afterward. Hauling highway signs & road cones in and out of my car all day was a bit taxing. I left a bit early and grabbed a quick nap before dropping off the signs, etc. at the garage.

Trying to keep up on my EMS reading, podcasts, study, etc. Not much going on in our area, medically speaking, so I'm just trying to be prepared. Reading a lot of things way out of my scope of practice as a first responder, but hopefully not for long. Going to have to bug our folks here about whether or not they are going to offer an EMT-B course this winter. I keep looking at the WMI/NOLS course, but it's 20 days. If it's 8 hrs per day, that puts the course at 160 hours total, which is close to the minimum 150 hours required. I'd rather do a more comprehensive program, if possible. Something cheaper would be nice as well. It would be better for me to do a class concurrently with my work schedule as well - the boss would not be too enthused about me asking for a month off...

Friday, May 13, 2011

Root Canal, part II, and other happenings

So, another busy week.

In part 1 of root canal, they cleaned out what they could, packed in antibiotics, and topped with a temporary filling. 2 weeks on 2 different antibiotics and we were ready for round 2 yesterday. Another hour and a half of drilling and scraping and it looks like the root canal is a success. In 2 weeks get prep work and a temporary crown. Then a month or so later will get the permanent crown. 4 trips to Livingston total, $2640, and about 8 hours in the chair. Ouch all around.

On the plus side, Aims and I went to town to do some shopping and had a decent day. We got a lot of tasks taken care of (returning things, getting a few things we need, etc.) I got a spiffy watch at REI that I really like, after losing the one I've had for many years. Also found a great wall pocket for the Mammoth ambulance protocol book, but I suppose only I would get excited about that (and maybe Joe...).

Aims got the 10th and last book in the Rangers Apprentice series (Ranger's Apprentice, Book 10: The Emperor of Nihon-Ja by John Flanagan) She and Tuck have been trying to get me to read the series since they got here (it's the only books they brought, and that coming from my bibliophile sister, goes for a lot). But Jessi came over last night and borrowed the first one so I'll wait until she is done. I'm halfway through Kelly Grayson's A Paramedic's Story: Life, Death, and Everything in Between and want to finish it first. I'm really enjoying his writing, blog, and the "confessions of an EMS newbie" podcast (link on my EMS blogroll). He's a critical care paramedic in southwestern Louisiana and the stories are great.

Which segues into my next steps. I'm going to get my EMT-B certification. Don't know when, or how just yet, but I've been thinking about this for almost a year now. I made it through the First Responder class without too many issues but I want to do more. I am very happy spending time in the ambulance bay. I think I would just go hang out there more often if everyone wouldn't think it was weird.

EMT-B is the stepping stone for the bigger leap after that: EMT-Paramedic. Pretty much every paramedic program requires you have your EMT-B and practice for a year before applying, so it's not like I can leapfrog over anything at this point. It would mean leaving the park, and GIS for a while at least, but as a SCEP student I don't have a job after grad school anyway. So what the hell.

I've got family in the health fields in Kansas City (though I swore I'd never go back to live there again) and connections in Spokane and Seattle as well, so if I decide to go all the way to paramedic, I'd likely end up in one of those places. Or maybe I'll just go back to school in Germany again (lol).

Regardless, the first step is EMT-B and a lot of practice. There "might" be a class here in the winter, but I'm not pinning my hopes on that. The fall class at MSU Bozeman closed their applications last month, so no luck there either. I will probably end up going with NOLS/WMI Wilderness EMT course. Twenty days of pain, plus clinicals. At around $4k, it's a stretch, but I could likely afford it next winter/spring if I tighten my belt. We shall see.

Other than those monumental epiphanies, spring is trudging along in it's usual fashion up here in the Rockies. Lovely warm days, cool nights, and always the threat of more snow.

I'm in denial that Park to Paradise triathlon is TOMORROW, but I'm pulling all the necessary safety equipment and people together somehow. Once I get through tomorrow afternoon, I will be so much more coherent and happy. Mostly. :)

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

This is for me, so I don't forget...

...and for you, if you're interested

a bit cramped...

So it's me, my sister, TJ, Eddie, and Bulldozer. We are attempting to exist in 500 square feet. Aims reminds me that Japanese families do it all the time. Still, waking up in the apartment this morning...the place looked like 'Jonestown: the morning after'
Dogs splayed out all over the floor, Tuck man groaning about not wanting to go to school, Aims and I trying to get ready for work at the same time. Total chaos. No one got breakfast this morning.
Dozer broke my landlord's dog run fence yesterday so all the dogs were running loose in the yard. In an attempt to fix it I slashed a gash in my leg. Dozer got out again anyway. I'll try reinforcing it tonight again. I think my tetanus is up to date...
I'm tired and worn out. Park to Paradise this Saturday, organizing volunteers, getting sign stands, road cones, paddles, safety vests is a priority. We have our last meeting tonight. Have to meet the MT DOT guy on Friday to see if we can put something over the cattle guard for the bikes.
Trying to finish up the semester of grad school this week, but can't seem to get my paper written. Root canal gets finished Thursday.
Busy week.

Friday, May 6, 2011

More Friday Funnies

"I resolve that, when assessing my patient's mental status, I will actually know the correct date before asking the patient. Nothing sucks worse than having your patient demonstrate that they're more oriented than you are."
The Ambulance Driver in Top 10 EMS New Year's Resolutions

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Busy Spring - a quick (?) update

I'm officially calling it. Paradise Valley is greening up. We haven't had a major snowstorm in a couple days. I think spring is here.

Since I chatted briefly with Thomas and he was out of the loop about what was going on, thought I'd give a general update

For those of you who are not up to speed, Aims, Tuck, and their dog Bulldozer have moved on up to the GMGM. We're all sharing my 1-bedroom basement apartment. I complain a lot about my lack of personal space and the insatiable appetite of a 13 month old black lab, but I've missed my family and really have never been happier.

Had round 1 of ? at the dentist yesterday. Nasty marble-sized abscess about 1 cm superior to my upper left bicuspid on the medial side. Dentist thought it would drain out with the root canal, but nope. So instead of finishing the root canal, they popped in antibiotics and put a temporary filling in. Hopefully that and the penicillin I've been taking will nail down the infection so we can finish next week. Ho hum.

What else is going on? Trying to get hiking in every good day - been out on Blacktail north of Frog Rock most nights after work just enjoying hiking in the park again. My favorite off-trail hike up on Swan Lake Flats is still under 3+ feet of snow, so I won't be doing that anytime soon.

Getting ready for the 32nd annual Park to Paradise Triathlon that's now (gulp) 10 days away on Saturday May 14th. No, I'm not in the race this year, just the safety coordinator again. I still need to dig up a flagger and a couple safety boaters to fill out the crew. Spoke with the Park Co. Sherrif IC yesterday and we aren't going to get as much help this year from them. Need to call the MHP and see if they can send a patrol car or two to help keep traffic in order. Maybe see if the park wouldn't mind sending someone out between town and Devils Slide. The lovely cattle/bison guard in the middle of the highway is giving me a headache as well. We're still not sure if they are going to remove it and put the concrete plug in, or if we are going to have to deal with it at race time. MT DOT has been wonderful, though. They are fabricating a plywood "bridge" that will cover 4 feet of the southbound lane if the guard isn't out. Just seems like we're having to deal with more things later this year. Fingers crossed for good weather and a safe race!

Other than that, I've been getting my EMS fix, helping with the Mammoth ambulance and working on inventory with one of the ranger/paramedics. It's been a learning experience, and I've gotten to ride along on a couple Gardiner ambulance runs. But I still feel pretty useless and ignorant of the whole process. Both the Gardiner and Mammoth EMS folks are incredible. I'm in awe of their mad skills and just don't know if I will ever be close to as good.
I've been practicing taking vitals - poor Tucker is going to be sick of me taking his pulse really soon. I know the dogs are.

So, what started out as a quick update post has turned onto way more than that! Life is pretty damn good. The days are long, TJ is loving school and his friends, Aims is enjoying her new job, and we are continuing to look for a bigger place to live in for the summer.

Busy but content.


Friday, April 29, 2011

things you don't want to hear when the dentist looks at your tooth...

"Oh, wow!"
"You must really be in pain..."
"We need to do an emergency root canal."

Ugh.
So I'm on 'cillin to try to quash the infection, painkillers to sleep, and am scheduled for drilling Tuesday.
Don't be surprised if I'm in a bad mood.
:/

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Three Cups of...crap?


http://www.byliner.com/

I missed the 60 Minutes special on this, but you have 72 hours to freely download John Krakauer's "Three Cups of Deceit"
Decide for yourselves.

I read Mortenson's first book and was inspired (duped?) by his story. It is a shame that an inspiring idea can be so corrupted. Too sad.

Happier Day

Congratulations on successfully earning your national EMS certification.

Certification documents will be mailed to the address provided in your account profile by first class US Postal service within three business days.

National certification is not a license to practice. You should contact your state EMS office for information on licensing requirements.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Brandon James Renkin (1993 - 2011)

Brandon James Renkin (1993 - 2011)


Brandon left us peacefully on Thursday, April 7, 2011, in his mother's arms, and was surrounded by people who helped care for him. This was the end of a lifelong struggle with congenital muscular dystrophy.

Brandon was born on Jan. 18, 1993, to Roy and Diane (Ihle) Renkin. He lived his whole life in, and was embraced by, the Gardiner/Mammoth community. At the time of his death, he was a proud member of the 2011 graduating senior class of Gardiner High School.

During Brandon's preschool years, it became evident that he could adapt to any challenge he faced. He mastered the art of operating a power wheelchair at age 3. Brandon demonstrated a tremendous amount of inner strength, energy and maturity that would help him succeed throughout his school years. He also met many influential people in the medical community, and began to build social friendships that lasted for the rest of his life.

School was important to Brandon. He took advantage of the environment to excel academically and demonstrate he could be everyone's friend. He earned the love and respect of his teachers and schoolmates. Despite his challenges, physical education was his favorite class. Brandon became a member of the National Honor Society in 2009, and received the 2011 "Yes I Can!" award from the state of Montana which recognizes academic achievement among students with diverse abilities. He was accepted to attend Montana State University, where his goal was to earn a degree in computer science.

At the age of 6, Brandon joined the family of the Muscular Dystrophy Association (MDA). Through his participation in summer camps, telethons and other MDA-sponsored events he met many supportive, loving, and caring people. Brandon served as the 2000 and 2001 MDA Goodwill Ambassador to the state of Montana. In 2000 he received the Brett French Memorial Award presented by the Montana Professional Firefighters for the camper "who had the most fun." He leaves behind many lifelong friends in the MDA community.

Brandon's favorite pastime was hanging out with friends, playing video games, listening to music, and socializing on Facebook. In his earlier years he enjoyed dressing up in costumes (especially Batman and Zorro), camping, carrying his sword, and playing hide-and-seek. Brandon's first job as a movie critic had the townsfolk eagerly awaiting his weekly reviews. Later he enjoyed board games, poker nights, school dances, Steelers football and Penguins hockey, summer camp, and going on summertime "walks."

Brandon was preceded in death by his paternal grandfather, Roy Renkin; and by his maternal grandparents, Homer and Charlotte Ihle.

He is survived by his parents; sister, Caitlin; paternal grandmother, Lucille Renkin; very special friend, Jennifer Palecek; and many close friends and relatives.

Everyone who came in contact with Brandon developed a unique and lasting relationship. He was as much a teacher and role model as he was a student and friend.

Cremation has already taken place. In lieu of flowers, donations may be made to the Brandon Renkin Memorial Scholarship Fund established at First Interstate Bank, P.O. Box 810, Gardiner, MT, 59030.

A Celebration of Life will be held at 1 p.m. Saturday, April 23, at Gardiner School.

Brandon was truly an amazing and inspirational young man who will be sorely missed by all.

Condolences and memories may be shared with the family atwww.dahlcares.com.
Published in Bozeman Daily Chronicle on April 13, 2011

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

The Forecast (this one's for you, sis)



Forecast for Gardiner:

And for Yellowstone Lake:

Still excited? Hehe. Soak up that sun while you can!

Sunday, April 10, 2011

The Tuck man goes camping & fishing


One day, one fish...
Camping on the bayou...

...and comatose this morning lol

Monday, March 28, 2011

Monday

"One final paragraph of advice: Do not burn yourself out. Be as I am-a reluctant enthusiast... a part time crusader, a half-hearted fanatic. Save the other half of yourselves and your lives for pleasure and adventure. It is not enough to fight for the land; it is even more important to enjoy it. While you can. While it is still there. So get out there and mess around with your friends, ramble out yonder and explore the forests, encounter the grizz, climb the mountains. Run the rivers, breathe deep of that yet sweet and lucid air, sit quietly for a while and contemplate the precious stillness, that lovely, mysterious and awesome space. Enjoy yourselves, keep your brain in your head and your head firmly attached to your body, the body active and alive, and I promise you this much: I promise you this one sweet victory over our enemies, over those deskbound people with their hearts in a safe deposit box and their eyes hypnotized by desk calculators. I promise you this: you will outlive the bastards.”
Ed Abbey (I think)

Friday, March 25, 2011

Friday Funnies

OK, here is why you should not expect "docile" wild animals to stay that way & why you should worry about what someone else did to piss off that bison before you got there:
Really, people, they don't like to be slapped.

Oh, and I updated my facebook as to how happy I was that spring was finally here. Then the sun came up - it's snowing again.


Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Let it...oh...

The calendar may read 22 March, but spring is a fickle friend here in Yellowstone. Lloyd will be bouncing off the walls, no doubt, with all the white stuff coming down, but the poor plow crew will be back-clearing roads (and I will have to wait even longer for admin access - there are buildings out there I need to check!). Worse still, getting into the backcountry this year is going to be crazy - I doubt some areas will be clear until mid-July. Sigh. Maybe I'm just ready for the winter to be over. I miss the smells of spring.

Sunday, March 20, 2011

WE ALL PASSED!!!

We had our practical exam to qualify for the National Register of EMT's (NREMT) on Saturday. Despite a horrible sinus headache, I managed to make it on time and get through the day. Best news - ALL OF US PASSED! Everyone worked really hard, so this was a big deal. Next step - computer-based written test in Bozeman (not sure when I'm going to be able to do this one, but want to do it soon before I forget all this...)
When I pass that portion, then I can get registered in Montana & in the park.

Thursday, March 17, 2011

the winter blahs

Just another day in paradise - new snow of a few inches in the GMGM, but the sun is shining so there's a good chance of melt later.
Took the first of three final exams in my First Responder class last night - the whole class passed! Hooray! We're getting together Friday night in Bob's garage to study for the practical portion. That test will happen Saturday. After that we can register for the NREMT computer-based adaptive test in Bozeman. Then the real work begins. Learning how to drive the ambulance, learn how the Mammoth folks work. Dealing with the summer season. Seeing how I deal with a real emergency...it will be interesting.
Boss is away at a conference this week, so we are getting a lot done here in the office (lol) - just trying to get ahead of the curve before summer, or if they decide to shut the government down.
The plow trucks are making fabulous headway through the park. Bob says that they are having to cut very little ice. We continue to get storms, though, so keeping those roads clear is going to be a continuous chore. Roads aren't yet open for admin travel, so some of those buildings will have to wait to be GPS'ed.
Feel like I'm coming down with something, but other than that just a regular old week here in wonderland.

Friday, March 11, 2011

tsunami info - our friends in American Samoa should be fine...

Pacific nations evacuate coastal areas
Updated 10 minutes ago
The Pacific Tsunami Warning Centre in Hawaii has reduced the number of countries on its tsunami warning for the Pacific Basin following Friday's 8.9-magnitude earthquake in Japan.
It lists Indonesia, Papua New Guinea, French Polynesia, Pitcairn and Antarctica.
Several other Pacific states were initially on the list, as was New Zealand and Australia, but have since been removed.
The centre says sea level readings confirm that a tsunami has been generated which could cause widespread damage.
Samoa media report the tsunami warning there has been lifted and there had been no reports of inundation.
In American Samoa, officials said a 40cm surge was recorded in Pago Pago Harbour at 4am on Saturday and a 50cm surge an hour later.
The authorities in New Caledonia have lifted the tsunami alert for the territory and for Wallis and Futuna.
In Tonga, thousands of people in the capital Nuku'alofa sought refuge at the King's residence, which is on elevated land.
Radio Tonga was reporting shortly before 6am (NZT) that the marine office had not yet reported any significant wave activity.
The government of Kiribati called off its tsunami warning on Saturday morning just minutes before the wave was due to arrive.
In Nauru, a 20cm wave has been recorded, the Pacific Tsunami Warning Centre said.
Radio reports from French Polynesia say tsunami waves reached 30 metres inland on the island of Ua Pou in the Marquesas Islands, but caused no serious damage. An official says the wave measured about 50cm.
Reports from Tahiti say at waves inundated beachfront gardens at the Papenoo surf beach.
Northern Marianas, Guam
Thousands of residents in low-lying areas on Saipan, Tinian, and Rota in the Northern Marianas were evacuated to higher ground.
However, the Pacific Tsunami Warning Centre reports that initial readings showed waves of only 66 centimetres hit Saipan.
Radio New Zealand International's correspondent in Saipan says people had filled up their cars with petrol and stocked up at grocery stores but everyone kept calm, and there was little evidence of panic.
The authorities on the United States island territory of Guam in the western Pacific also ordered the evacuation of low-lying areas.
Residents were told to move to ground at least 15 metres above sea level and 30 metres inland.

Copyright © 2011, Radio New Zealand

http://www.radionz.co.nz/news/world/70401/pacific-nations-evacuate-coastal-areas

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

so I've been real tired lately

But hey, what else is new? Right?
Work, grad school, EMS classes, trying to work out on a regular basis - I should be tired.

But, then again not this tired.
Blood work = anemia + hypothyroidism (the latter is a given, since they nuked my thyroid)
So I'm not crazy after all.

More pills.
Should have more energy and not feel like sleeping through every weekend.
Yay!

Monday, March 7, 2011

Hire more feds to shrink the deficit

No, really. You should read this.

Read the full article here: http://www.washingtonmonthly.com/features/2011/1103.gravois.html
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 he average voter may imagine federal bureaucracies as overstaffed, full of people leaning on their rakes and sharpening their pencils. But the truth is, most agencies are, if anything, understaffed. The government has grown tremendously in its spending and scope since the 1960s, and the population of the nation has grown by a margin of 100 million people, but the size of the federal workforce has remained remarkably static at about 2 million. Since coming into office two years ago, the Obama administration has bumped up staff levels by about 100,000, in part through “in-sourcing”—bringing back into the civil service inherently governmental work that had been farmed out to contractors. If this leads to better management, it could well mean a stanching of some of the cost overruns and regulatory failures that have been causing the government to bleed red ink. Today’s mindless demands for austerity, however, could reverse this trend.

This is not to say that there aren’t big bureaucratic reforms that need to be made that could lead to people losing their jobs. Many agencies, for instance, exhibit excessive layering in their management ranks (think job titles that start with “deputy-” or “under-”). And if Congress and the administration could agree to lift some of the outdated procedural requirements and redundant reporting demands that are the bane of the average civil servant’s life, it might be possible for agencies to fulfill their mission as well or better with fewer people.

But reforms like this almost never happen. Instead, what you usually get are demands like what we’re now seeing in Congress for across-the-board cuts in the workforce. This is often accomplished through attrition and incentives for early retirement. But the people most likely to walk away in those cases are the ones most confident of their ability to land a job in the private sector—in other words, often the best employees. Another method is to leave decisions about cutting up to the leaders of the agencies themselves. But as some veterans of Reinventing Government learned, that can have the effect of simply consolidating inertia in the managerial ranks. “Headquarters isn’t ever gonna cut itself,” says John Kamensky. “Headquarters cuts field.”

Ideally, the White House ought to be able to keep agencies from playing such games. But just as agencies lack the manpower and expertise to oversee their contractors, the White House strains to oversee the rest of government. The Office of Management and Budget is meant to be the eyes and ears of the executive branch. But with its staff of about 500, it is simply incapable of knowing what’s working and what’s not out in the labyrinths of the federal bureaucracy.

The paradox, then, is this: if the aim is to reform the civil service in order to put a lid on federal spending, what we really need are targeted increases in the federal workforce. A wise first move would be to double the size of the OMB. More and better staff at revenue-producing agencies like the IRS would also make sense. The SEC will need a big boost in personnel in order to fulfill the new demands of last year’s financial reform legislation, which wisely calls for the agency to oversee derivatives trading and other potentially destabilizing aspects of the financial world. And our best hope for controlling the burgeoning costs of Medicare and Medicaid—the biggest drivers of long-term federal deficits—lies in new, yet-to-be staffed bureaucracies whose founding is authorized in last year’s health care reform law.

But of course, Republicans have not only vowed to block funding for the financial and health reform laws, they’re also making demands to cut the federal workforce by as much as 15 percent—all in the spirit of so-called fiscal responsibility. “The idea that we’re somehow going to balance the budget by cutting the workforce is absurd,” says John Palguta of the Partnership for Public Service. It’s absurd for a number of reasons, but the biggest one is that, in today’s government, cutting civil servants is bound to prove an exceedingly expensive way to be thrifty.

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

I find myself thinking

Yep. I was thinking today.
I was thinking about the great friends I have, and this crazy place that brought us together. I think about E, and Em, and Kendra, and Doug, and Troy, Nit, Urk, Nick, Shannon, Julia, and all the others who have scattered to the wind over the years.
I miss them all and wish them well.

Friday, February 25, 2011

Sidewalk for Stone Street?

http://www.parkcounty.org/departments/COMMUNITYDEVELOPMENT/Special%20Projects/Gardiner%20Sidewalk%20Project/Gardiner%20Sidewalk%20link.htm

So I have a thought, lets put speed bumps on Stone Street and route the kids down Main - there's already a sidewalk there and I'm sick of people speeding through the intersection at 3rd & Stone.

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

back pain and medical weirdness

So it seems I pulled some muscles in my mid-back last Thursday. So things seemed to be getting better, until I went to the clinic Tuesday. There, the doc put me through gymnastics to see what causes the pain. It worked. The pain returned. Now I'm on muscle relaxants in addition to the ibuprofen.
Small problem. Seems when I take the relaxants I turn into a very mean person. And I have had some wacky violent dreams (if I remember correctly, one where I threw a pint glass down in the middle of a party at my house and yelled at everyone to leave) so I'm not going to take those any more.
I think I'll give a massage a try.
Just business as usual.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Misc. map crap for the day

No real news from here, winter continues, I tweaked my back (will find out how badly this afternoon) so I thought you all would enjoy some links:

National Broadband Map
http://www.broadbandmap.gov/technology

United States Map of Shame
Every state is bad at something, let's celebrate it!
http://pleated-jeans.com/2011/01/24/the-united-states-of-shame-chart/#more-6203

Oh, the government may shut down:
http://fcw.com/articles/2011/02/18/potential-government-shutdown-ssa-furloughs.aspx?s=fcwdaily_220211

And they want to take freeze step increases as well
http://fcw.com/articles/2011/02/17/issa-rokita-amendments-to-continuing-resolution-bill.aspx?s=fcwdaily_180211

Canada is looking so lovely to me right now.

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Edicts from on high...

No bison can be released in or moved through Montana for 90 days.

May you live in interesting times.

Monday, February 14, 2011

my VERY brief nod to a day in which I don't believe

Geek love: Two-techie couples make it work
When nerds collide, true love can be twice as nice

http://www.computerworld.com/s/article/9208559/Geek_love_Two_techie_couples_make_it_work?source=CTWNLE_nlt_thisweek_2011-02-14

The Truth Squad

You gotta love this...

Welcome to the AFGE Truth Squad

Federal workers are under attack. Lawmakers looking to score points with voters are trying to scapegoat federal employees by going after our wages, our benefits and even our jobs.

But we know the real truth: Federal workers didn’t cause the nation’s economic woes. In fact, we can help solve these problems. After all, we took an oath to protect, serve and keep Americans safe.

So as others serve up baseless attacks, we will be serving up the truth. For every lie that is spread about federal employees, you can count on the AFGE Truth Squad to set the facts straight.


http://afgetruthsquad.com/

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

random updates

Seems like I only post to my blog anymore when it's RIDICULOUSLY COLD. It's really cold. VERY cold. Like highs in the negatives cold.
And not helping the situation is the fact that my face hurts. Long overdue dental work is kicking me in the tail. Living on ibuprofen.
Sigh.
Other than that, I'm very busy with work, school, EMS training, finding a few minutes to play online with the nephews, and be a decent friend to my friends. On the up side, the Mammoth community potlucks are fun, and I'm really enjoying my EMS class...grad school, well, not enjoying and don't ask me how it's going. Work is better now that we have a couple people to share the load.

Eddie's fine, I'm fine, just tired of this cold snap -- I WANT TO SKI!!! Freakin' snow is like sand right now.